i wish i weren't so quaddam flighty. my mom and i had our last fight about this.. and ever since then, things have been wonderful. she told me she is sorry that she didnt have the same patience that she had with my brother and my sister... but i admit, i am much more flakey than the two of them combined. but there have been a lot of changes. lately, i have been doing everything that i tell my mother that i am going to do... and with out reserve. i dont have to think about it... i just do it. i told her i want to move back from denton because i think a lot of my lack of "gumption" (my mother's lack of better words) stems from being there. i feel like i dont do anything... and here, i feel like i do what i say i am, because i want to do it. for example, she doesn't understand my entreprenuer mind... we all think alike in that we are always coming up with new ideas. i have told her about a few of them, and i even have business plans written out for them... but she thinks they were all crazy ideas that i threw out the window for the next great idea... when in fact, i just didnt have the funds or resources to follow through. i havent told her about the online company that leticia and i are ACTUALLY forming. i get so excited just to think about it, because here i am, with a solid business opportunity, and there is nothing stopping me. the other ideas have been fun, and maybe in the future they could still be a reality, but for right now, i have people actually telling me for the first time in my life, that they believe in it. two people, so far, so much that they are willing to invest. "I SAID GODDDDAAMMNN!!! mutha fucka ISSS fine!" so guys, sorry if i have been flakey with you lately.. but austin is taking care of that one day at a time. and stay tuned for internet company details... aka website, myspace, and designs...


this has been capt c tellin you... im keepin it real.